Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 19

People always fall in love with the most perfect aspects of each other’s personalities. Who wouldn't? Anybody can love the most wonderful parts of another person. But that’s not the clever trick. The really clever trick is this: Can you accept the flaws? Can you look at your partner’s faults honestly and say, ‘I can work around that. I can make something out of that.’? Because the good stuff is always going to be there, and it’s always going to be pretty and sparkly, but the crap underneath can ruin you.” 

 ~ Elizabeth Gilbert

I feel good

It is Ok to make mistakes, once my grandfather said to me. While making important decisions of life..remember it always affects all around ourself..
when I closed my eyes..I  make myself believe that I am the most special child of god..he loved me..adored me..blessed me..gifted me..with the best I am supposed to have..

All I can say is I feel Good.

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 18

Somethings I feel now are left behind..I look back and search those shadows..

The mesmerizing rain drops fall on my face...I lick them slowly around my lips...
and I miss those rains..

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 17

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“Reading the roads, he came to me asked my name and followed me

through out the journey. Every time I was caught in dark and was

forced to come in light again. There was this long way ahead to move

and being followed by him. My shadow turned blue and I was pale.”

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 16

Yes, I know this is nothing but love.. the golden light that dances upon the leaves…the breeze touching my forehead..the flood of sparkling light in my eyes…your face is bent..your eyes look down in my eyes..and my heart has touched thy feet… the infinite sky is motionless..the restless water is noisy..I told them to calm down..as you lie down in my arms and sleep..like the sleep that flits on baby’s eye..

Proposed Good Bye

-  My love for akele “ghoomna firna”, I really loved to roam around and explore new places, small little shops for attire and accessories. Sipping coffee and reading books in café.

-  My smart casual pants.

-  The first watched I purchased from my salary.

-  The secret E-mails and poems

-  My absolute childish behavior for chocolates and shopping

-  The soulful sufi music.

-  The to-do-list before I die. 

...to fill in more in life something has to be replaced..trying to fit in the new spaces of others life...  

Adieu

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 15

You don’t need my belongings to remember me by, you don’t need to keep them as proof that I existed or still exist in your mind. You don’t need to wear my sweater to feel me around you; I’m already there . . . always wrapping my arms around you.

 - P S I Love You

Randomness

The day is no more, the shadow is upon the earth. It is time that I go to the scream to fill my pitcher. The evening air is eager with the sad music of the water. It calls me out in the dusk. In the lonely lane there is no passer-by, the wind is up, the ripples are rampant in the river. I know not if I shall come back home. I know not whom I shall chance to meet. There at the fording in the little boat the  unknown man plays upon his lute.