Odd is the only word I am feeling right now. Disabled words make me feel more paralyzed. Nothing is as fickle as varied feelings. There were so many wondrous things to discover, the undiscovered doesn't charm me anymore. Changes I thought will gradually come but they ditch everyday, nothing happens..absolutely nothing. Choices and Options wont help for long.

I must learn to Forget and Forgive myself.

Just like the all odd and even days are passing.
A big distance is yet to be parted but what has to be filled in still remains in "double quotes". Words are very small to express gratitude. There are a lot of things that I have entirely confused within. All my dreams that I have confused with reality. I laugh at myself through the mirror eyes and suddenly realize, "oh shit, I just don't look like a mirror cracking material". All those sleepless nights have not reciprocated properly.