Odd is the only word I am feeling right now. Disabled words make me feel more paralyzed. Nothing is as fickle as varied feelings. There were so many wondrous things to discover, the undiscovered doesn't charm me anymore. Changes I thought will gradually come but they ditch everyday, nothing happens..absolutely nothing. Choices and Options wont help for long.

I must learn to Forget and Forgive myself.

Just like the all odd and even days are passing.
A big distance is yet to be parted but what has to be filled in still remains in "double quotes". Words are very small to express gratitude. There are a lot of things that I have entirely confused within. All my dreams that I have confused with reality. I laugh at myself through the mirror eyes and suddenly realize, "oh shit, I just don't look like a mirror cracking material". All those sleepless nights have not reciprocated properly.

Gitanjali

Life of my life, I shall ever try to keep my body pure,
knowing that thy living touch is upon all my limbs.

I shall ever try to keep all untruths out from my thoughts,
knowing that thou art that truth which has kindled the light of the reason in my mind.

I shall ever try to drive all evils away from my heart and keep my love in flower,
knowing that thou hast thy seat in the inmost shrine of my heart.

And it shall be my endeavor to reveal thee in my actions,
knowing it is thy power gives me strength to act.

Sab kahe mora jag bowraya, mein kuch na samjhu
mera mann tose laga piya, ab mohe jag lage payara...

Aangan ki mitti..
shakho ke patte bhi tujhe yaad kare
mein ka se kahu yeh bhi meri na sune....

Par mein janu tum aaoge jarror, ek din tumhe aana padega..
jab bhi aao..jaise bhi aao
bas mere ban jana
aur mein sangini ban jau tumhari...

Just Listen.

"I have one thing to say, one thing only;
I'll never say it another time to anyone, and I ask you to remember it:
In the universe of ambiguity, this kind of certainty comes only once,
and never again, no matter how many lifetimes you live..."

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Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 14

Yes it hurts to go away from people you love or at least like…and then it becomes more painful in real when you expect at least proper GOOD BYE…

The moment we start having our own set of problems for life, understand that it is the time to grow up. Life teaches a lot and never spares anyone for that matter.

...and my one prayer goes blank everyday...