Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 20

A poem entangled in my chest, lines fastened on my lips and words like butterflies won’t sit still on paper.

I sit for so long with your name on this blank paper.

Your name just your name exists; could there be a better poem?

Pic Courtesy - Gettyimages

I feel good

It is Ok to make mistakes, once my grandfather said to me. While making important decisions of life..remember it always affects all around ourself..
when I closed my eyes..I  make myself believe that I am the most special child of god..he loved me..adored me..blessed me..gifted me..with the best I am supposed to have..

All I can say is I feel Good.

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 18

Somethings I feel now are left behind..I look back and search those shadows..

The mesmerizing rain drops fall on my face...I lick them slowly around my lips...
and I miss those rains..

Just Listen.

"I have one thing to say, one thing only;
I'll never say it another time to anyone, and I ask you to remember it:
In the universe of ambiguity, this kind of certainty comes only once,
and never again, no matter how many lifetimes you live..."

Picture by - by Dmoo3 al7oB ~

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 12

Living life full of Love & Compassion. What else??
Life without empathy is like living in a prison
...What a waste of life that is...

It may not be a right decision always we make in life. We learn..we grow..we understand and we MOVE.

Making moves in life doesn’t mean running away from the pangs of memories, it could be a let go of a few things from life and making space for new one. Not everything we do with ourselves is with choice and options…

Smooth transitions in life is a silly wish to make.

Hell Yeah.

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No KISS

Once my teacher said apply KISS (Keep It Short & Simple) in your life, it will be less complicated. I laughed out loud when he explained and I felt how idiotic it is, it’s nothing but a playful word and scrabbled purposely for weird designers who look odd and do odd, we call it Creative :P

Kiss is also known as Simple & Stupid….who cares weather it is short or stupid, it is just difficult the other way round too. Devising a trouble-free solution is the heck of all. This might be true in case of designs but it fails yeah it badly fails in humanly emotions because you can’t please everyone every time. Let it be, who the bloody hell cares about it. I don’t do and will not do further.

Kissing doesn’t help all the time. YEAH.

Moving on

Moving on :-)

Mere Paa

This is neither about Amitabh Bacchan nor a moive rating post...this is about Paa my paa..
This is some kind of a Ittefaq that one got released on Friday and my Paa also came back to my home town on the same day after living in some other city for years..

I got my Paa back home (dekho meri badi issmlee :D)

Having him available all the weekdays-ends makes me feels so carefree..

I don't have to think about servicing, telephone bills, guardianship for siblings, missed school buses of my brother.. ;)

I Hugged him tightly after years...felt like a small kid again...and gossiped with him about all my cousins and relatives...

All these years it felt so difficult to say that I love him so much and missed him on every single day when he was not here with us..

The greatest gift I ever had Came from God; I call him Dad! - Author Unkown

Thank you!! Day

Its been more than a year on blog...for me blogs have been very fascinating...yes of course the frequency of blogging kept on varying at times...I did a lot of experiments while writing. maintaining blog themes, searching hell lota widgets and templates...and very important of all, I met so many people..made friends...which is certainly difficult for me..m slow at making friends...but all thanks to my loveliest blog and of course gmail...
Practically I cant write about every one, coz my list goes very long..also it holds some responsibility to write about someone...the know how for everyone is obviously different...
Here I go :-

Priya Joyce - I would call her a jhoothi ladki... :P..initially we knew her as Shobna...The first ever person I met on blog...we use to blog at odd hours, 5:30 mrng...exchanged so many emails, hugs and love..

Hemzi - Very famous 'urs hemu' of blog ville...we use to have long long chat conversation about stupid things and teasing each other...the brave soldier has got married now, god bless him :P

Digant - A fine artist in my blog roll...if you like colours with meaningful art..you shouldn't waste anymore time and must check out his blog..one of the most favourite blogs I have.

Farah - Extremely talented writer..some of her post can make you cry...Farah once you said in your post that we have got some kind of sisterly connection..I too feel that.

I'l try to be truthful - She is a Hindi-English khichdi writer...very few people can create humor and you never miss fire :)...

Peter - Popularly known as Pinku in my blog...Very faltu prani..just like me..but no more vella because he has got a job. :)..This shitty blogger has got awesome status messages on GTALK..one person on blog who has accompanied me at various occasions..like vellapanti before exams...

Nithin - Kochu he calls himself..a real master piece of irritation and a very hardworking doctor ...keeps on grrrin and slappin in comments every time...and writes very long posts...

Pranay - Another doctor, who is so versatile...he can compose songs..learning Spanish..a doctor all set for PG and very willing to help people through his noble profession...and writes blog too...itna sab kaise kar leta hai yaarr..

Mayz - Lover boy of our blog ville...I haven't found anyone soo damn romantic...he is the only person who can fit with a pink color tie :)...true mad deep lover...

Asmi - I proudly announce, she is my business partner in HI-FI Huggies :P ...anyone one interested to join us should go through her blog...she is a free bird every time ready for fun and masti..

Vikram - The tough look guy who is better known as rain boy...one who is always available to speak and listen...

Stephan - We both had written a song sometime back..and i m looking forward for some more beautiful creations...a very hyper boy..keeps on writing writing and writing...

Nikhil - Sometimes we don't require time to build up relationships..right niks...he is one of the best est persons I have met so long.

Vinay - The only person I have met who never gets bored of poetry...tell him any topic and he can write the best of poetry you might have ever read...

Deranged Insanity - She is no more on blog spot...but I especially miss you in my comments and blog list...


Abhilash, Aneesh, Ankita, Anirudh, Crystal, Divu di, Diana, Hobo, Iceman, Keshi, Lena, Mehreen, Pooja, Raka, Rats, Randeep, Saim, Sam, Smriti, Sarath, Suyog and Yayaver....M sorry if I missed out anyone.
You people have also been very dear to me and my blog. Thank you so much.

picture by Nicole

PS - Doctors point of view on Swine Flu..must read for everyone...

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The path connecting

me to myself has blocked somewhere,

maybe there’s someone standing

in between my grief...

Vague

The passing days of life were just different. Not like how I always wanted them to be, but certainly how I never thought of them in that way. Best possible thing for me to do now is to make a wonderful delicious mindshake to gulp down boredom. It seems so hard to pull down sand in the time flask.

I know some part of my sunshine is missing. But, we all have a day fixed for ourself to feel the bliss of heaven and highly favoured. Sooner or later it reaches with graceful moments and obscure flavor of life. Waiting for my reflected arcs. Sigh!!

(Thanks to Julie Pavletich for this endearing picture)

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 5

Love Ghosts

Humans have tendency to hide in dark, its just we pretend to sleep. When we are new to this world our great lovable mom’s are the god lord savior from those big green eyed monsters. Gradually after passing few ages we understand that actually nothing like green eyed monsters are there in our lives, but certainly we have got some more dangerous creatures around ourselves so we don’t mind those dirty nauseating monsters. Humans are indeed the deadliest creatures we ever come across.
Not all souls are designed beautifully some are really very exclusive, special and more adorable, they are very much prone to hatred, anger and jealousy. Of course, we all have these XL and XXL sensitive souls around us. They just remain in- secured all their lives, longing and caring for love, more love and more and more love (they must carry a love-o-meter). These love ghosts are everywhere, girl sitting next to you in class, uncleji living in the 2nd street, bus wala etc. etc. No matter how we normal people behave the love monster keep on turning on and off all seasons of life. The day we start turning against them we loose all credibility against them, yeah they’ll show you the door from where you’ll b kicked off for every good time you had with them. No matter how bad you are better you get ready to hold on charge for murdering emotions, raping reputation and robbing their best buddies.
Whatever, the love ghosts are not going to listen anything now; you have committed the biggest crime ever (which you come to know after like ages) like, not congratulating them properly on getting good marks (god dammit we normal people are just so cruel, we should be hanged for this) this is such a big mistake, we are in reality bad. Ohhk fine now no more LIKES now ahead. This would make love ghost angrier.
We normal people are rude, egocentric and good for nothing souls. God kindly pardon us for this.

Who is goin to take care?

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 4

एक रात के साये में
थोड़ी से परछाई में,
खोज रहा था ख़ुद को वो
मांग रहा था जीवन वो,
खुली आँखों में था वो सपना
मंजिल दूर किनारे और तिनका,
सिमटी हाथो की रेखाएं
कहती उसको चलते जाए,
नहीं अकेला था में आया
में और मेरा हमसाया..

Dreamland

.....trying to make one for myself :D.....