Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 19

People always fall in love with the most perfect aspects of each other’s personalities. Who wouldn't? Anybody can love the most wonderful parts of another person. But that’s not the clever trick. The really clever trick is this: Can you accept the flaws? Can you look at your partner’s faults honestly and say, ‘I can work around that. I can make something out of that.’? Because the good stuff is always going to be there, and it’s always going to be pretty and sparkly, but the crap underneath can ruin you.” 

 ~ Elizabeth Gilbert

I feel good

It is Ok to make mistakes, once my grandfather said to me. While making important decisions of life..remember it always affects all around ourself..
when I closed my eyes..I  make myself believe that I am the most special child of god..he loved me..adored me..blessed me..gifted me..with the best I am supposed to have..

All I can say is I feel Good.

It is like that

Most people, accept their limitations, and then things tend to go from bad to worse. They grow up insecure and obedient (although they dream of a day when they’ll be free and able to do whatever they want), they get married to prove that they’re not as ugly as other kids say they were (although deep down they still believe they are), they have children so that no one can say they’re infertile (even though they wanted kids anyway), they dress well so that no one can say they dress badly (although they know people will say that anyway).

Odd is the only word I am feeling right now. Disabled words make me feel more paralyzed. Nothing is as fickle as varied feelings. There were so many wondrous things to discover, the undiscovered doesn't charm me anymore. Changes I thought will gradually come but they ditch everyday, nothing happens..absolutely nothing. Choices and Options wont help for long.

I must learn to Forget and Forgive myself.

Aise hi kuch kuch - Part 14

Mere Paa

This is neither about Amitabh Bacchan nor a moive rating post...this is about Paa my paa..
This is some kind of a Ittefaq that one got released on Friday and my Paa also came back to my home town on the same day after living in some other city for years..

I got my Paa back home (dekho meri badi issmlee :D)

Having him available all the weekdays-ends makes me feels so carefree..

I don't have to think about servicing, telephone bills, guardianship for siblings, missed school buses of my brother.. ;)

I Hugged him tightly after years...felt like a small kid again...and gossiped with him about all my cousins and relatives...

All these years it felt so difficult to say that I love him so much and missed him on every single day when he was not here with us..

The greatest gift I ever had Came from God; I call him Dad! - Author Unkown

Typical SHE

Girls are such a creature who would emerge very unlike from at first what they are. It’s not only the hormones alone its something which they take over from Venus. Girlfriends and wives can be the best spy team in the world. No more better detectives we could get. This XX chromosome has full on potential to bring guys down in most of the conditions :P . Make sure you have Venus in your favor or else this lady luck can ruin you with the help of jhadu (kind of Indian vacuum cleaner). A typical she is gifted with a dhasu kind of memory, able to remember all the days you didn’t come on time, you forgot to take her out, number of time you didn’t said you love her, times you slept while she was telling you how kamla vimala nirmala told her latest gossip..etc etc etc..
She is definitely the one you chose for yourself when you didn’t know the hidden talents of getting screwed.
So all you fools there get some phool (flower) for your dear one just in case you have only one, if not then try something that bites less of your pocket. Keep the typical one happy inside and rest you can be assured off. She would kill you with her smile.

Dhiskaiooo

Door ke Darshan

Doordarshan more precisely known as ‘Door ke Darshan’. The Indian broadcast service which has remained truly untouched with the way it was presented. The look and feel has been the same today, though the content and presentation has upgraded from the past.
Remember the good old days when cable, dish and satellite TV were not the part of our daily routine. Doordarshan was the only available source of information, education and entertainment. Some things never change like the news reader of doordarshan or the duration of brakes. It’s just the same. The only channel you could see after years with some changes and would feel like “Aaj bhi waise hi hai”.

Have a look at the video clip; this is a sequence from a program called gali gali sim sim one of my favorites on DD these days. Check the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQCkDUdvlxw

Days of Insult

Think yourself truthfully, every time you had appeared in a competitive exam you knew what amount of effort you had given. What great efforts you had done to get in the ideal buildings of your interest. We walk through the way with something nothing inside. We expect sort of ‘chamatkars’ (magic) after exam. Whenever step out of examination hall we always knew what we had done. How many bubbles got filled with the traditional methods of inki pinki ponki or tossing eraser?

Believe yourself and you’ll stop blaming quotas, god and mathematics.

Love Ghosts

Humans have tendency to hide in dark, its just we pretend to sleep. When we are new to this world our great lovable mom’s are the god lord savior from those big green eyed monsters. Gradually after passing few ages we understand that actually nothing like green eyed monsters are there in our lives, but certainly we have got some more dangerous creatures around ourselves so we don’t mind those dirty nauseating monsters. Humans are indeed the deadliest creatures we ever come across.
Not all souls are designed beautifully some are really very exclusive, special and more adorable, they are very much prone to hatred, anger and jealousy. Of course, we all have these XL and XXL sensitive souls around us. They just remain in- secured all their lives, longing and caring for love, more love and more and more love (they must carry a love-o-meter). These love ghosts are everywhere, girl sitting next to you in class, uncleji living in the 2nd street, bus wala etc. etc. No matter how we normal people behave the love monster keep on turning on and off all seasons of life. The day we start turning against them we loose all credibility against them, yeah they’ll show you the door from where you’ll b kicked off for every good time you had with them. No matter how bad you are better you get ready to hold on charge for murdering emotions, raping reputation and robbing their best buddies.
Whatever, the love ghosts are not going to listen anything now; you have committed the biggest crime ever (which you come to know after like ages) like, not congratulating them properly on getting good marks (god dammit we normal people are just so cruel, we should be hanged for this) this is such a big mistake, we are in reality bad. Ohhk fine now no more LIKES now ahead. This would make love ghost angrier.
We normal people are rude, egocentric and good for nothing souls. God kindly pardon us for this.

HOLOCAUST

sometimes i feel ashamed of being HUMAN..if we serve our humanity like this.

check this link

http://www.viewzone.com/aboutvz.html

Battle with pain is about to over...cease fire is turning into action...fighting with self for myself...the game is over now…

In Sighting

There was this strong unpleasant feeling, it was again a failed attempt for cusping life. Inadequate action or maybe lack of precision took the possession far away from him. Still it appeared annoyingly dainty and appealing. He got infected to the logic's now and tried to bring in more contamination till a dead lock is reached, this casted a morbid category of this being to get indulged into a sequence. This is a trap which had to begin somewhere but he didn’t knew, it was this and how. Preparations got hindered and continuously disturb the traumas which seriously hurt no more.
Pain was demanding more but it had no end to pleasure.

Some senses broke down
when, it was bring into being
it’s too late sweetheart
you have fallen in the depth
and occupied forever..

बूंद

"एक बूंद पड़े जो पानी की

गगरी तेरी छलती जाये

हवा जो उड़ती मुडती आये

साया भी तेरा छुपता जाये

कदम पड़े जो रेत में

धरती की प्यास भी बूँद में

चूड़ी तेरी लाक की

बूंदों का वज़न उठा न पाए

गगरी तेरी छलती जाये

बूंदों का वज़न उठा न पाए.."

hum bhi REpUBLIC

Calling celebration

brimming through joy
scattered with laughter
I slept awake in my dreams

because the owner of happiness

is now resting in me!!

aaj 31st dec hai

aaj 31st dec hai, last day of this year..
aaj sari city fursat mein hai shayad, sab baache log bahar ghoom rahe hai, aunties ko aaj shopping naam ke kide ne kaat liya hai, sab uncle log aapni aapni biwi'S ke sath ghoomne firne nikla gaye hai..cycle walo ko bhi chaiin hai nai woh bhi bahar aa gaye hai..auto, city buses and metro taxi toh all time roads par hi rehti hai...ek baar agar yeh city bus aapke vehicle ke samne aa jaye toh aap kitna hi horn bajao, kitti bhi galiya do, frustao yeh nai hatenge..u see irado pe paake yeh hai bohot :P
i was going back to home and itna traffic dekh ke sahi mein watt lag gai so i tried to map another route form the usual one, lekin woh kehte hai na jyada dimag lagana bhi khatarnak hota hai...so maine wahi jyada intelligence dikhane ki koshish ki aur...ting ting tiding...
i was stucked in traffic, ekdum shadndarr wala, aisa lag ra tha koi war front pe hai, dusman kabhi bhi wrong side se entry maar sakta hai aapna tank i mean aapni car ya bike leke..aur shayad woh aapke upar hi chad jaye ya fir misbalance ho jaye aur badi hi romantic tarike se aapke upar gir jaye..
waise mere sath koi romantic scene nai hua..also not any hittin scene..mein badi mehnat kar rai thi waha se bahar aane ke liye, jaise exam mein 35 number ke liye karte haina bilkul waise hi..
well the journey was memorable maine kuch nayi galiya seekhli is chote si safar mein..
shayad aage use karne ka chance mil jaye..
:)
Happy new year friends

It was a dream maybe
eager to catch just one look
was ready to put down her shoe

to begin her fairy-tale!!

Metabolising energy within

with the undertaken wild music

vodka flowing in blood

moving gently to and fro

jumping in heavy beats

WHOOPEE WHOOPEE!!